It is raining today and I really don't feel like going out...but I'd rather write on my blog so that I can at least get this pressure out of my head.
What has happened to me these days??? I went to a fabulous concert in Bucharest "B'estfest" where Moby and Carlos Santana performed...mmmm....it was great, especially when people were singing along! :) I stayed in a nice hotel and slept a lot after all the crazy party we had...
Now I don't feel like I'm very happy anymore..hopefully I'm gonna get over it soon. I just feel very alone and helpless but it happens to have such feelings...the sad thing is that it happens way too often..and that bothers me.
A few days ago I heard someone saying I am really shy...WHAT? ok, maybe I am..but not all the time and not that shy. Sometimes I just feel like there's no one out there who can actually see the real person in me..and that is very sad. No matter how hard I try to be social and get along well with everybody, people eather try to use me, nor to treat me like a weak person..I am sick and tired of fighting those who are fake and try to show up as being very smart and succesfull...bullshit!
The honesty is gone!!!
I am not inlove now!
I don't feel love though I really want to.........:(
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